You never cease to amaze me.. I just wish it wasn't always negatively.

It's so fucking ridiculous. After all this time we're finally done. Maybe in a month I'll try to make ammends if you still don't talk to me. But for the next month if we're going to talk it will be on your terms because I'm done trying an getting absolutely nothing but shit it return. I mean I fucking love you but this shit isn't fair to me. It's not. If you loved me too you'd make things work. I hope you try. Don't break my heart again asshole. I won't forgive you this time. I swear it.


</3 I couldn't of meant a lot to you if it was that easy to let me go..